It's best if i just talk to you blog . At least you wont fight back or get angry .

I feel like i'm usedless . Tak gune . Tak penting dalam hidop kau .

Aku sedih . mcm letak tepi walaupun dia ade kawan baru . Tapi aku at least tau kau

lagi happy jumpe kawan kau pade jumpe aku . That's what i feel now . Kalau kau tengah bace ni . I really really think you met someone new in ITE BISHAN . Teros terang nyer . No more keeping . Aku selame ni tahan . The last day kite jumpe . " I tau , lepas sekolah teros

balik . Kakak sendiri suroh. " now sumpah demi Allah . i trust that word . trust what u say . And now you look . Sebelum ckp kat org , tengok sendiri kat cermin . Bukan aku tak bagi , kau semalam teros ckp hujan , msg nnt . check check i msg , dah kat jumtion 8 . selagi aku tak msg , kau tak akan ckp . Jap . kau selalu betol .And now everything seems

To be my fault . Semua i ckp salah . Semua i buat salah . Now you tell me . Aku masi ingat kite jalan jalan kat tamp mall , tamp 1 ngan s.q . aku ckp kat kau " b , i takot u dah start sekolah lupe kan i . " and you said " tak akan b . i tak akan lupe kan u . i sekolah untok belajar . bukan nak mengattal " that's what you said . kite tengok sape yang mengattal okay ?"

Semalam aku tak tido . kau tau tak , aku nak sent kau msg . tapi aku tau what ever i say wont touch your heart . " bby , i know we're been up and down but your still here with me . And i'm still lucky to have you by my side trough tick and thin . I know i may not be a good boyfriend . or maybe what you wanted . Every girl dreams is to have a good boyfriend , caring , sweet , cute , handsome and so on . But i'm still trying to be perfect . I know i'm not . So no point of me telling you sweet stuff because someday later . You'll get sick and tired of listening to it . But you know what iever i do is for you right ? I know it's not easy finding some who understand's you . but i'm trying . and all yo reply is u tak berterima , u tak pernah support what i do . But i'm still trying to change . what ever happens , i know i put you infront of me and i will promise to take good care of you . And i still love you for the first day i hold your hand at pasir ris park . (swam) . "